Dear ALL,
my previous entry where I shared my happiness and joy with everyone, known or not about meeting Gackt is LOCKED. Not even my friends will be able to see it now. I decided to share my experience because I wanted people to be happy along with me. I wanted to share what kind of person Gackt really was from that 3 minutes impression. How my insides felt and how I was going crazy about it.

But to my surprise, it got to as far as the press. I am truly disappointed. I don`t know how to put in words of how hurt I feel about the way I was depicted. I am not a mere crazy fangirl. It might be like I`m showing off but I DID NOT INITIATE THE HANDSHAKE. I mean, who in their right mind would ever think of talking, LET ALONE TOUCHING Gackt-sama. I was definitely in my best behaviour to make him feel as comfortable as possible. I swear I wanted to scream but that obviously would be out of the question.

Why didn`t I get a picture? Honestly, part of me regretted that I have a useless camera phone and the other part just wanted to be as normal as possible to him. Why no autograph? I WANTED TO BE A NORMAL FAN.

First of all, I would like to apologize to everyone out there who thought what an idiot I am for telling him that we know about his secret concert. I was excited to be talking to him. I was dying that Gackt-sama was just about a meter away from me. If I knew that my experience would have gotten this far, I would`ve just shared it with personal friends.

I don`t like the idea that 'a fan' was mentioned. I don`t like it that they made me sound 'cheap' and I was the one who wanted to shake his hand - not that I didn`t but you catch my drift. I don`t like it that they made him sound very low for trying to keep his activities a secret.

Leave him be, people. I was just at the right place, at the right time. If I do see him again, I MUST TRULY BE BLESSED.

And if Gackt-sama happen to stumble upon my little journal;

"Dear Gackt, it was an awesome experience to have met you the other day. I couldn`t believe that you were standing there, in front of me, having a normal conversation. I regret nothing except not asking you for an autograph. But if I am able to meet you again, will you remind me to ask you for either a picture or an autograph?"

This I have got to answer.

Heath Ledger.

Somehow, when I had that urging feeling to turn on the tube, I knew something bad was going to happen. I was right; Heath Ledger found dead in his apartment. At that moment, tears automatically started flowing. I don`t know why it was that way but I guess he was the first actor I trully respected ever since I watched '10 Things I Hate About You'. Well, just thinking about it right now just makes me sad. I don`t need to be more sad than how I already am.  

Okay, so I came up with a definition of my own. Well, it is more of categorizing.

I categorize Actors in 2 different classes; 1st Class Ikemen and 2nd Class Ikemen.

1st Class Ikemen

• Actors are well known
• Appears on popular magazines frequently [Example: Junon, Wink Up etc]
• Their works [talk show/CM/drama/movie/etc] are recognized by majority
• Their works are easily attainable through normal browsing
• Their every move seems to be known by the media

2nd Class Ikemen

• Actors are not so well known
• Appears on magazines whereby some are not ready off the shelf [Example: GOOD★COME, CAST PRIX etc]
• Their works are recognized by minority
• Their works are a little more difficult to attain, sometimes even through thorough searching
• They mostly do stage plays [Example: TeniMyu etc]

But do take note that actors, do improve and 2nd Class ikemen will at some point of time move on to be 1st Class.

So, there you have it. My own definition or categorizing of Actors ♥

I won`t be working till Thursday so I pretty much have lots of time. [I refuse to clean up my room XD]
This entry is called the 5th installation of my Productivity series is because most of the pictures coming up are editted by me. The original pictures are HUGE and it will kill my connection if I try to upload them all 83

So, on 21st September 2008, a group of friends and I went to Waseda Shibuya Senior High School for their Open House; Seiransai 18 [Run-So-High]. I`ll try give as much detail as I can remember ^^;; My memory is too good XD

Please note: Images posted here are solely to guide your mind to imagine how the event was like. DO NOT REPOST this anywhere else as WaseShibu themselves made it clear of their privacy.

( Bishies~ *drool* )
Hope you enjoyed reading this ♥

PS: This entry is Public so that some of my friends who do not have eljayy accounts can also view this.

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