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Dear ALL,
my previous entry where I shared my happiness and joy with everyone, known or not about meeting Gackt is LOCKED. Not even my friends will be able to see it now. I decided to share my experience because I wanted people to be happy along with me. I wanted to share what kind of person Gackt really was from that 3 minutes impression. How my insides felt and how I was going crazy about it.

But to my surprise, it got to as far as the press. I am truly disappointed. I don`t know how to put in words of how hurt I feel about the way I was depicted. I am not a mere crazy fangirl. It might be like I`m showing off but I DID NOT INITIATE THE HANDSHAKE. I mean, who in their right mind would ever think of talking, LET ALONE TOUCHING Gackt-sama. I was definitely in my best behaviour to make him feel as comfortable as possible. I swear I wanted to scream but that obviously would be out of the question.

Why didn`t I get a picture? Honestly, part of me regretted that I have a useless camera phone and the other part just wanted to be as normal as possible to him. Why no autograph? I WANTED TO BE A NORMAL FAN.

First of all, I would like to apologize to everyone out there who thought what an idiot I am for telling him that we know about his secret concert. I was excited to be talking to him. I was dying that Gackt-sama was just about a meter away from me. If I knew that my experience would have gotten this far, I would`ve just shared it with personal friends.

I don`t like the idea that 'a fan' was mentioned. I don`t like it that they made me sound 'cheap' and I was the one who wanted to shake his hand - not that I didn`t but you catch my drift. I don`t like it that they made him sound very low for trying to keep his activities a secret.

Leave him be, people. I was just at the right place, at the right time. If I do see him again, I MUST TRULY BE BLESSED.

And if Gackt-sama happen to stumble upon my little journal;
"Dear Gackt, it was an awesome experience to have met you the other day. I couldn`t believe that you were standing there, in front of me, having a normal conversation. I regret nothing except not asking you for an autograph. But if I am able to meet you again, will you remind me to ask you for either a picture or an autograph?"

Comments

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lauraorganasolo
Oct. 21st, 2009 03:53 pm (UTC)
Out of curiosity, what do you mean "the press?" Did Gordie Entertainment contact you or something? I wouldn't be surprised, and it definitely wouldn't be the first time.

P.S. Kudos for not crying and/or asking him for a hug (the good Lord knows I would have). I almost found your composure (and meeting Gackt) hard to believe. =P

Edited at 2009-10-21 03:58 pm (UTC)
yami_akyouru
Oct. 21st, 2009 04:00 pm (UTC)
It was covered on Zaobao, a local Singaporean press that 'a fan' not only talked to him but also shook his hand.

But hey, another person has mentioned that she and a friend met him and shook his hand too. I no longer feel alone :D
maraschinoch
Oct. 21st, 2009 04:04 pm (UTC)
Aww, that's a pity. I had fun reading your report. second-rate high, lol. Anyway the media's always like that; exaggerated. And don't worry abt the secret concert thing. It was all over his site a few months back so it's really no secret. And it was done before last year... Only in France.
yami_akyouru
Oct. 21st, 2009 04:12 pm (UTC)
Thanks, hunny.
That`s a very encouraging comment ^^ *hugs*
akiha91
Oct. 21st, 2009 04:07 pm (UTC)
wtf? where in Zaobao? i'll go hunt it down man.

but it's surprising that he actually got featured in our paper O.o Straits Time got or not? lol =x


if i saw him I think i'll keep squealing and grinning like a banshee on the spot lah.
yami_akyouru
Oct. 21st, 2009 04:13 pm (UTC)
It`s online.
You can find the link posted on SGCafe
yenciel
Oct. 21st, 2009 04:35 pm (UTC)
HEY
I'm sorry to hear that you have encountered such disappointment after sharing.
Although I did not have a chance to read your report,I'm grateful that you've shared...
At least we know some information and and can be delight over it,rather than he come silently and leave silently?XD (for me who is so not updated)

Loves~~~
yami_akyouru
Oct. 22nd, 2009 02:13 am (UTC)
Hey ^^
Thanks for commenting~
I`m sorry you didn`t manage to read the report in time D:
But the I don`t like the idea of the media looking out for more information from the internet because most of the time they interpret info wrongly
yenciel
Oct. 22nd, 2009 05:38 am (UTC)
I got a shock when i read the news,
my first thought was:is it legal to copyright the content of people blog like that?
Agree with you that they interpret the info wrongly most of the time.
They didn't convey the person thoughts accurately XD
hermes_san
Oct. 21st, 2009 06:49 pm (UTC)
I feel sorry about some people who do this bad things...=|

I think you really acted nice in front of him ^^V *I would be already dead* hahah
so yeah..Lucky Lucky girl!!! =)
yami_akyouru
Oct. 22nd, 2009 02:16 am (UTC)
Thanks~ (:
I hope you`ll get to meet him too
bugackt
Oct. 22nd, 2009 02:25 am (UTC)
Well, media sometimes get info from unreliable sources so just ignore it. You know the truth anyways. Yeah I saw somewhere that some girls also saw GACKT and shook hands with him. They also tried taking pictures but his acquaintances stopped them. ^^;

Edited at 2009-10-22 02:36 am (UTC)
yami_akyouru
Oct. 27th, 2009 03:34 am (UTC)
Hey ^^
Gackt just flew back to Japan a couple of hours ago
I`m really happy quite an amount of us got to see him in person
He`s definitely worth all our attention ♥
crashedlegend
Oct. 31st, 2009 05:59 am (UTC)
hey be strong ignore the negative comments, what matters is its you, you know you met him you seen him, what the others want to believe is their problems..the more importantly is the experience and memory in yourself..cheer up yea..:D
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